So I didn't go the party last night. I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I was tired, I was unmotivated, and I just plain didn't go. I did feel bad as I hate to turn down anything. But I've learned a long time ago just to GO with the feeling and not sit around for 10 hours ruminating about it.
I did however, go to the other party that was for today. It was a family function celebrating a birthday. I don't know what was different about today's party. There were still going to be a ton of people there and people that I really don't see that often. BUT I felt differently than I did yesterday. And sometimes that's as simple as it gets.
When we find out we have a 'condition' or illness, we tend to think that every little burp along the way is connected to it. That there is a reason for always thinking one way or the other. Sometimes that is the case, sometimes not.
Sometimes, it's as easy as just not being in the mood...
I like that.
